Clash of the Titans.

  Hello fellow friends, let me tell you something. I'm not really a fan of sports. It's kind of a love-hate relationship I have with sports. Sometimes I love it, sometimes I don't. I like it more when guys are not around. Lol yeah, I'm sure some of you girls feel the same way too. I can't really play any sports whole heartedly if guys are around unless, of course, they're close friends or people whose opinions don't matter. Which is why, in school, I've got freedom! :D

 

 In school, I'm really just, me. I scream, I dance silly dances, and just every thing you won't see me doing anywhere else.  You'll probably go 'geez that girl is craaazzyy'  if it's the first time you've met me. :D

Oh and I'm not the only ones. My friends, woot, craazy.

 Picture above :See what I mean? I've no idea what they're doing. I think they were clashing into each other and erm, I was being silly. 

 Speaking of clashing. I clashed into this girl above today. We were playing ice&water (rofl) and we were both trying to unfreeze someone and BANG BOOM POW : Clash of the titans. 

I now have scars on my knee and palm to remind me of this incident. -___-

 Omg hideous picture of me but I like the lights.

 It's too bad no one recorded it though. :(

 But whatever, I enjoyed today. :)

 Love, AngelKein.

ps : I love captain ball! woot.

Featured :)

 Ahh it's the last week of the month of May. The last week of any month is always a stressful week for me and my fellow classmates. Because I'm from a home-schooling center, we work at our own speed - that means you could also graduate at 21 years old if you're really slow.

 Every month we are given a goal to complete minimum five books and the last week is normally when we all rush rush rush to complete those five books or do more and boy, it's hell. Everyone, if not, some people will go crazy. Okay, maybe it's just me and some people.

 When it comes to the last week, I am not patient, I am not kind, I am envious at those who've completed, I'm prideful if I've done more, I am rude, all I think about is myself and I get annoyed easily. I'm just basically the opposite of everything in 1 Corinthians 13:4-13. The need to not be last brings out the evil side of me and I'm not proud of it. For example, today. I'm just not happy. I've got only one book to complete and the subject is Science, which I hate. I was going Chris Brown on every one until school was over and I got an sms from a friend telling me that he saw me in the Star newspaper.

 I literally went from :-( to :D.



  It's not a very big column but who's complaining. ;) In fact, it's more than enough.



 Thank you Star r.age, thank you readers, and especially thank you to the Big Guy up there.
 Newspaper, magazine, tellie. More to come, please? :)
 Awesome stuffs.


 Okay! Time to get back to studying! SCIENCE grrr!
 Love, AngelKein.


ps: I twit. :)

Picture : This is how my day is like.

 Such an exciting life I've got! :) 

 Enough said. 

Picture : Butterflies are meant to fly!

  It's a long time since I've posted a picture of Mae here. Well there you go. She had a face painting of a butterfly which apparently didn't turn out the way it's suppose to be. :X I think the last time I had a face painting was when I was 10 years old during sports day. So long ago! Geez I'm old. Rofl.



 Well I like the pic. ;) Its taken during Metro Carnival which, by the way, I've not updated on. Sorry, laziness has taken over me. I delay it for so long I just eventually don't update on it at all or update a few months later. Oh boy laziness.

 This is obviously a very short post. You'll see more of these since I'm gonna try to update every day. ;)
 Love, AngelKein

Seventeen snaps :)

  Hello! I just got back from a photo-shoot for Seventeen mag.

 Let me tell you something, when you're criticizing people on all those shows like 'America's Next Top Model' and etc, you have no idea what they go through. I am one of those that go "What the hell! What kind of pose is that? How hard is it to just pose?". Well I've learned my lesson today. It's harder than it looks, seriously.

 Well it's hard for me at least. Some people are born to pose and some just need to learn. I totally have to learn and! lose some weight too. A ton of weight. There was a "angmoh" model there today and damn she was so tall and skinny! Immediately, my self-esteem dropped crazily. :( Oh poor me. Haha.

 You know what's one bad thing about being tall for some people? You can't find shoes! And that was my problem today. They couldn't find any shoes for me. Eff! :( I was -this- close to wearing 3 inch. heels which, by the way, I've not wear before. In fact, I've not wear any high heels in my life at all!

  The people who did my hair and make up. I didn't ask for their names cause I was too afraid(?). Hair and make up took an hour plus. You guys have no idea how long it takes to look ''natural''. They did an awesome job. ;) Made me wanna use all my SLR money on make-up! :( Seriously, if I could look like this every day, I'll be so happy. 

 I hope the picture in the mag turns out like the way I took my picture above. I had to smile with my teeth! And I very rarely smile with my teeth. So hopefully, it'll turn out good. :X *prays

I really really really hope it turns out good.

 Overall, it was a great and fun experience. I hope to join more of these photo-shoot in the future!

But before that, it's time I jog every day. Daym, this is the first step to achieve my dream. For that, I thank the Lord. ;)

Much Love! AngelKein.

Seems like forever ago.

 I was looking through old picture hoping to find something I could use for my new layout when I stumbled upon these pictures. It was taken about May last year, and then I thought, ''wow, look how much we've all changed.'' It's amazing how much could change within such a short period of time.



 I guess I'm rather sad but yet, happy at the same time. Sad cause everyone one by one going to college and naturally, people will tend to fall out of touch - maybe just a hi and bye once in awhile. Happy, cause I know, even if we're all out of touch, we'll still be friends. But who am I? I can't predict the future but I could only pray and hope and just enjoy every moment I have with these people.



 I hate changes but I'll learn to adapt. I must learn to accept the fact that people change and life just goes on. It happens, shit happens.  C'est la vie, my friends, c'est la vie.
Love, AngelKein.

Picture speaks a thousand words?

 That phrase is so cliche but not the point of this post.



The picture above is a photo frame I made myself. It's quite messy if you look closely.
The picture within the photo frame is of my friends and I during New Years Eve in Klcc.
New Years Eve! Sigh, look how time flies, everyone's in college or going to be in college soon.
Anyways, in case you can't see the picture within the picture, here's the ori.



It's really blurry.

How did I make the frame? Here's how :

• First, I looked for a piece of cardboard at the back of my drawing block. There's always a piece of cardboard behind drawing blocks.
• Second, I cut the desired size of my photo frame and colored it black.
• Third, I cut the desired size of my tiny squared (but of course I could've drawn circles & etc too).
• Fourth, I colored the squares one by one (I could've colored a whole of them at once but I wanted to get the sides too so yea, one by one).
• Fifth, I placed the squares on the frame - just to see whether it looks nice before pasting it.
• Sixth, I glued all the squares one by one unto the frame.
• Seven, tidy the thing up - recolor smudged area and stuffs.
• Eight, be my own worst critic and beat myself up with you-could've-done-better comments.

 Okay, obviously number eight is optional. Lol.

 Yeah that's about it and I'm not sure why I'm sharing it too. Hmm, boyfriends you could make this for your girlfriend? Children for their parents? And it's completely recycled! You don't need to waste any money, just time. A lot of time actually, if you're a "every small detail matter" person like me. :D

 Any questions? Lol. 

 Love, AngelKein.

I thought I could sing flawlessly

 Well I thought wrong because after today's practice for my church's dedication service (that will be held on the 30th of March), I learned that there were many flaws to my singing. I guess I'm slightly tone death because I didn't know what I did wrong until people point it out to me (which I thank them so very much for). That's when I really learned what constructive criticism is really all about. They were telling me I could sing but there were things I could improve on. Being the stubborn, thinking-I'm-always-right person I am, I was quite angered. I was confused at their comments cause I don't hear it myself. Then I thought, why would they even bother helping me if they didn't care, not like they've no other things to do right? So yes, today, I learned to thank people who give constructive criticism.

 

  Then I thought, they're much more experienced than you are. After all, my only experience is singing in front of the computer or simply belting out random songs at odd times, and okay, maybe a 'lil back-up singing in church. So I shut my mouth and listened.

 

 And I'm glad I did listened cause I learned that I can't pronounce my words properly. Like I said, if they've not pointed it out, I wouldn't have known because my singing sounded okay to my own ears. Thank God they've spared me the embarrassment before the official day.



It's a challenge to even gather the guts up to sing in front of a group of 15 people but in three weeks time, Ive to sing in front of a thousand plus people. How scared and nervous am I? Very. How do you imagine people in the underwear help anyways? Not to mention it's brutally disgusting. And boy oh boy, what was I signing up for? Singing in front of a thousand plus people? Me? I can't do it alone but I guess, with God's grace all thing's possible. right? :)



 I remembered when I first rode a bicycle. I thought it'll be easy, how hard could it be? Well I found that out with bloody knees and puffy eyes from crying. I was hesitant to try again after I've been hurt but thank God I did. Why? Cause if I didn't, I would've never had the chance to feel the wind in my hair. Lol. Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall. ;)





Lol. What was I doing even thinking about joining One In A Million? I'm not ready at all.
Gotta try and try again. ;)
Love, AngelKein.

Interrogative questions.

  What? Who? When? Where? How? Which? 
I hate people always asking me questions. It's so annoying don't you think? Especially when you're not in the    mood. Oh my gawd, especially those new people you meet. They'll ask you questions like "How old are you? Which school are you from?" blahhh blahhh. Belonie! Why do you even need to know? Know what's even annoying? Those old relatives you've not met in ages. They'll go "Wahhhh you soooo big already ah? Pretty girl already ah. So how are you?" and so it goes on and on and the whole time you're pleading for someone to come save you. 

 So I've found a site! 

 

Ask me anything. I wish I could use this on Chinese New Year.
Formspring.me. .Ask me more cause I'm bored. Blerh. 
http://www.formspring.me/angelkein


Oh yeah. Blerh this too. http://angelkein.tumblr.com/


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Its rare.

 To see me like this, all natural and without much posing. So I'm glad to have my friend, Maelodee, for this picture. Seriously, pictures I normally post up of me here involves me posing and fake-smiling a lot. So yea, it's very rare.

 Reason one why I love being with my friends : I can be myself. :D And this picture explain partially how myself is - crazy, weird, and retarded. Lol. 

This picture is from the Metro Carnival by the way. How was the carnival? It was totally, totally awesome. :D I hope there'll be another carnival next year. It was tiring but so worth it. I'm glad I stayed in church rather than going for Tokio Hotel's concert instead. No regrets whatsoever. ;)

 Don't chu just laveee friends?

 Speaking of the Metro Carnival, Imma update on it soon! So stay tune darlings! :)
 Love, AngelKein.