Long post.
Here is the place where a common city girl tells her story. A common city girl that is not so common. Inside, her heart was torn up. But no one knows because she had not told anyone.
In spite of her young age, she has gone through lots. Especially in her family. With all the drama, she needs the company of some one that she could trust. No, she does not have any one. She's loud and she seems to be happy but inside, her wall was falling. She can't help but feel that NO ONE cares about her. Why,you ask? It's just the little things. She wonders, 'what did I do?'. All her life, she could not just say "I'm happy" without the sense of being sad inside. Always, there's something that even she, herself could not tell what.
Here is the place where a common city girl tells her story. This girl is loud and sometimes she's rude. Sometimes she hurts people without knowing. She herself knows she sometimes does not know when is the right time to be funny. But does people know her side of the story of why she's the way she is? Maybe it's to hide how lonely and sad she is inside. Thus it came to past that everyone around her judged her for the wrong reason. She has tried to change to be better.
Yes she had, but did anyone noticed? When she's being nice. Did anyone noticed?
Oh sure. You may think this is another sad story of her to tell. To tell so that you'll show compassion towards her. But no, she's not asking for any compassion of yours. She's just a common city girl and here is the place to tell her story.
She's just trying to find herself.
She goes to church and she knows God loves her. But she just feels that she's not good enough for any one. Oh why she asks. She might just come up to you and sit beside you. And that person might asks 'why is she sitting here?' But don't you know? She just needs to feel that some one "likes" her. She knows that some people do and some people don't. But still, she seeks for more.
And there he was. The person she has always trusted. She told him everything. She trusted him but he chose to hurt her continuously. He doesn't know how greatly important he was to her. But still..they remained friends. She continues to trust him as a friends.
So here is the place where a common city girl tells her story.
Here is the place where a common city girl tells her story. A common city girl that is not so common. Inside, her heart was torn up. But no one knows because she had not told anyone.
In spite of her young age, she has gone through lots. Especially in her family. With all the drama, she needs the company of some one that she could trust. No, she does not have any one. She's loud and she seems to be happy but inside, her wall was falling. She can't help but feel that NO ONE cares about her. Why,you ask? It's just the little things. She wonders, 'what did I do?'. All her life, she could not just say "I'm happy" without the sense of being sad inside. Always, there's something that even she, herself could not tell what.
Here is the place where a common city girl tells her story. This girl is loud and sometimes she's rude. Sometimes she hurts people without knowing. She herself knows she sometimes does not know when is the right time to be funny. But does people know her side of the story of why she's the way she is? Maybe it's to hide how lonely and sad she is inside. Thus it came to past that everyone around her judged her for the wrong reason. She has tried to change to be better.
Yes she had, but did anyone noticed? When she's being nice. Did anyone noticed?
Oh sure. You may think this is another sad story of her to tell. To tell so that you'll show compassion towards her. But no, she's not asking for any compassion of yours. She's just a common city girl and here is the place to tell her story.
She's just trying to find herself.
She goes to church and she knows God loves her. But she just feels that she's not good enough for any one. Oh why she asks. She might just come up to you and sit beside you. And that person might asks 'why is she sitting here?' But don't you know? She just needs to feel that some one "likes" her. She knows that some people do and some people don't. But still, she seeks for more.
And there he was. The person she has always trusted. She told him everything. She trusted him but he chose to hurt her continuously. He doesn't know how greatly important he was to her. But still..they remained friends. She continues to trust him as a friends.
So here is the place where a common city girl tells her story.
8 voices.:
one who gets the most attention is the one who needs the most attention. (: meaningful phrase. quite true. yupps. dont be sad k? i'm sure there'd be just that someone out there who would know what's going on the other side of your life ^^
It's very ambiguous and winded .. ..
hi..i read over what u wrote..
sometimes in life we dont understand why we get hurt by people, i guess hurts can make us stronger emotionally as life goes on..
just do not get over affected by it.. otherwise it is normal to be hurt as we go thru phases of life..
I'm not sad.
I'm just telling my side of the story. :D
Thanks.
And jordan. u blerks la.
hiya, dropping by for the first time :)
haha... i almost gone dizzy reading ur side of ur story.. LOL =D *@.@* good to know that you always remember God loves you very very much!! =D
lol. why dizzy?
good story so far. tell more.
and do know that u have more than God, sometimes we just dont realised what's around us. cheers!
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