So depress.
Am i unattractive?
Lol.
Stupid.He said that.
Know what I hate?
I hate advertisements.
It's like "Omg.what's gonna happen next?!!!" and suddenly "JIMMY KIMMEL LIVE!".
=.=
Ads sucks.
Anyways, back to "gosh".
Yes.Gosh.
There's so many things going through my life and no one understands.
"You're useless.Good for nothing.You're just another bad person born into this world".
These words echos in my mind over and over again.
Is it the devil trying to bring me down?
I believe so. But 'it' wouldn't succeed.
C. said that "Owh please, you're one of those emo people. That's just stupid."
Actually it's not, everyone is emotional. They just have ways to express them.
Those "emo" people chose to express it publicly.
I'm considered as one of those "emo".
I don't know why but I just take every little comment people make about me,very seriously.
I'll complain and complain. People get sick of it. Well, not people. Just friends I consider as true friends. They'll try to convince me that I'm pretty if some one said I'm not and I thank God for them. Still, I get so caught up with the negative comments people said about me. Again, I'm a pessimist. Only looking on the dark side or things. I think I should change but every time I say that and vow to do it, I return to my old self. The old " I'm so ugly.ARGH! " self.
It's the inside of the person that counts or don't judge a book by it's cover. Have you heard of that? I'm sure every one did,at least once in their life time. Unfortunately, this generation have changed. Surprisingly, even Christians have become one of those who judge people by their looks and not inner self. Sadly, I'm one of those victims. I'm one of those who judge others by their looks and one who WAS judged by my looks. I couldn't remember who but some one once said to me "God is perfect. We,humans, are not. If God says you're His wonderful masterpiece and He loves you the way you are than why care about what an imperfect person says?". That's very logical don't you think? But I didn't put that into myself. I'm learning to, but negative words in my head keeps replaying itself. The devil. I might fall but God is there to pick me up.
:)
Thanks Mae,Celine,Mel,Mark,Chris, and etc. for trying to convince me of stuffs.Am i unattractive?
Lol.
Stupid.He said that.
Know what I hate?
I hate advertisements.
It's like "Omg.what's gonna happen next?!!!" and suddenly "JIMMY KIMMEL LIVE!".
=.=
Ads sucks.
Anyways, back to "gosh".
Yes.Gosh.
There's so many things going through my life and no one understands.
"You're useless.Good for nothing.You're just another bad person born into this world".
These words echos in my mind over and over again.
Is it the devil trying to bring me down?
I believe so. But 'it' wouldn't succeed.
C. said that "Owh please, you're one of those emo people. That's just stupid."
Actually it's not, everyone is emotional. They just have ways to express them.
Those "emo" people chose to express it publicly.
I'm considered as one of those "emo".
I don't know why but I just take every little comment people make about me,very seriously.
I'll complain and complain. People get sick of it. Well, not people. Just friends I consider as true friends. They'll try to convince me that I'm pretty if some one said I'm not and I thank God for them. Still, I get so caught up with the negative comments people said about me. Again, I'm a pessimist. Only looking on the dark side or things. I think I should change but every time I say that and vow to do it, I return to my old self. The old " I'm so ugly.ARGH! " self.
It's the inside of the person that counts or don't judge a book by it's cover. Have you heard of that? I'm sure every one did,at least once in their life time. Unfortunately, this generation have changed. Surprisingly, even Christians have become one of those who judge people by their looks and not inner self. Sadly, I'm one of those victims. I'm one of those who judge others by their looks and one who WAS judged by my looks. I couldn't remember who but some one once said to me "God is perfect. We,humans, are not. If God says you're His wonderful masterpiece and He loves you the way you are than why care about what an imperfect person says?". That's very logical don't you think? But I didn't put that into myself. I'm learning to, but negative words in my head keeps replaying itself. The devil. I might fall but God is there to pick me up.
:)
I know I'm paranoid. :P
Sorry then.
I'm not saying I could immediately change into a positive person but I'm trying to.
Hopefully no one says I'm "unattractive" anymore. :P
Don't give up on me ya?(lol.this is weird)
I know I can't make every one happy.
I guess it's just because I'm not happy with myself.
Yea.
-angel-
7 voices.:
Its weired how people keep saying they're this...they're that. Logically, you are the person that you think you are. You can't say you are ugly, you're weak. If you're a Christian then you'll know that God created men in His image. How can we be weak/ugly if we're created in God's image?
We're only weak because we think we are, ugly because we're convinced by others.
Ultimately, its not the presence of the devil one should be afraid of. Its the absence of God that makes us weak.
So .. stop being a pessimist and start believing. ;)
omg.lol.
who ARE you?
O.o
Lol, why?
u visit my blog n i have no idea hu u are.
lol.
:P
wad i know is u're zong ren's fren or something.
well, at least you know that ;)
Why do you want to know who am i? I'm not stalking you by the way, so - no worries :P
lol.
okay.
anyways..nice to know huever u are. ;)
Ah, nice to know you too.
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