Need you.Friends of mine.

Was talking to some one when it hit me and I HAD to write this.


As you all know(at least people that knows me) that I'm a kinda-playful-doesn't-take-things-seriously-kinda-bitchy person. Well, you all underestimated me, i am capable of keeping secrets, hear your problems, and other things. I just like to have fun. Well can you blame me? I hardly have fun at home with my parents. I think they would rather have my dog then me.

YOU ALL UNDERESTIMATED ME.

I am capable of being serious.
Yes, I've spilled a secret or few, hurt some feelings or more but people make mistake. I feel so alone. Don't you know I need you all? Don't you know how I feel? The only way I still smile is by fooling around with you all. My Friends. The only reason why I'm still willing to open myself to the world it's because of friends. My family is a mess. My parents are money crazy and I'm just a worthless-brainless-daughter that is wasting their money. Now tell me. Who else is there to talk to?to laugh with?
It's like no one cares about me. So what's the point of living?

But....
I'm willing to change if you're willing to give me a chance. TELL ME when you're being serious. When it's a secret,tell me. I won't know if you don't tell me.

Sorry if I've ever hurt u in any way.
Especially Hamster,Panda,Honey bear,Hammie,Gwizzly,Black Bear,Bran and etc.
Honestly, you(people I've mentioned) all are my closest friends. Some one that would hurt me if they're hurt.I need you all and I'm sorry If i hurt you in any way.
But you all don't take me seriously.
I hope after reading this you all can take me seriously.

I need you all.


-angel-