Have you ever....

Believed and love a friend or anyone so much before?
Well,I sure did.
But then that friend tore me apart then apologized and i didn't know if i should forgive or forget..
I did anyways..but then,it was repeated.
Same thing happened AGAIN and i was badly hurt.
Everyday was another sad day.
Then i thought,"you dumb*ss,you're gonna let some person ruin part of your life?rejoice that you're still alive,not be emo cause of some person".
Yeah,that's what i told myself.It helped a little,i meant a little.
I was sad anyways.
That person was forgiven anyways but must earn my full trust once again.

This is what bothered me through my years of living.
Why does someone says that they love that person and tends to hurt that person?
Actually....
I don't know what love is...
Why do couples make commitments and vovs like
"In the name of God, I, ______, take you, ______, to be my husband/wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until we are parted by death. This is my solemn vow."

I,for one think that they're taking in forgranted.Do they even know what they're saying?they are to have and to hold from that day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until they are parted by death.I notice that people don't really care these days.Some even divorce after few weeks.That's dumb don't you think?Waste their money on wedding stuffs and it all go down the drain...*poof*just like that.

Well...i'm young and i can't wait to find out what love is.....


-angel-