Recently, I've learned to let go on worrying. I've been doing a lot of it recently and it's just far too tiring, mentally and physically. A friend of mine brought to my realization that worrying is basically being anxious for the unknown, an imaginary conclusion, and that situation can always pen out to be completely contrasting to what was thought, which is silly isn't it? To worry about something that's not even reality? It would be like worrying about unicorns (no offense to people who have intense feelings over their actual existence). And I've known this fact all the while but having the words come out from someone else was really a wow-factor because it definitely brought things into perspective.
You are probably unaware, but I went through so much hardship during the start of my time in Australia. Truly, there was so much tears and intense emotions, but I am okay because God has been with me throughout. To say that I have complete faith in God would be a lie because I didn't/have not given myself up fully to the recognition that God is in control, which He totally has been and it's so foolish of me to let worries bereave me of that fact because look, even throughout all the storms, I came out good and am doing what I love surrounded by incredible individuals.
“If you decide for God, living a life of God-worship, it follows that you don’t fuss about what’s on the table at mealtimes or whether the clothes in your closet are in fashion. There is far more to your life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body. Look at the birds, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, careless in the care of God. And you count far more to him than birds." Matthew 6: 25
All glory to God, really. Everything I have and all the amazing people I know are blessings from this loving, merciful, gracious God who despite all my many flaws and sins (I am so so far from an ideal Christian), cherish me as His child.
I am so blessed.
Chants everything is going to be alright, everything is will be well, God is with me.